INDUSHTRY

The world is so weird rn
Memes are everywhere
Like on some real shit, no motherfuckers was on that dark meme shit until like a month ago, its weak af, all these ig pages and shit, thats not what this post about doe, s/o uglygod aka handjob aka herpes ifuknowuknow

So the music industry fucked up rn
Ceelo actin like a dumbass villain and shit, with that apple loading mouse pointer on his forehead and shit, Desiigner and Blac Youngsta speakin in their own languages and people still don't understand it's an act.
All that Empire shit is happening irl. It's been happening forever but right now it's worse. Idc though, i'm gucci, I stay making beats, been slacking lately but I got like 4 new bangers so I AM GUCCI.
Speaking about gucci, never been a huge fan of guwop, but can't deny whatever influence he had on the game. He on that diddy shit, more of a businessman type dude.
I fuck with Peewee Longway, he fire

Me writing on here is therapeutic af, same with making beats.
Funny how most of the stuff people do is to relax because of work and cus we need money. So many people work work work for basically no money, they break their backs for some motherfuckas that jus be chillen (s/o poudii)

If I make it with this music shit this gon be some museum type shit right here...

My writing style retarded but thats just cause I need to get shit off my brain, im not writing a book

Oh damn, almost forgot
About to be a dj at this bday party.
This a funny story actually,
So my day 1 texts me one day, talking about how I should be a dj at his girl's party cause she needs one. (I've never dj'd a party before, only been on my radio shit)
There's money involved he says so I'm like hell yeah let's make some cash, we'll split it.
So the party's in two days and I ain't even started on the playlist, my laptop fucked and the only things I'ma Bring with me are  a pair of headphones and a usb stick. The headphones just so it looks like im doing shit.
She wants them stupid radio hits too, so I can't be playing too much trap shit, but ay im getting paid so whatever
Tomorrow i'ma talk with her dad abt payment and shit, lowkey nervous, we'll see.

I'm off this for now, i'ma tell y'all how it went tomorrow.

Writing as if I actually got a following haha,

s/o to yachty's grill and ceelo throwin off the whole world with his dumbass outfits

Mary stankmas

so this christmas was fully whatever. thats the perfect word to describe it. whatever.

no tree, nun of that tradition shit

pretty dead

dont get me wrong doe, we had fun, had some friends over at hung out, ate and all that but it was whatever

got some clothes, the gift part of it was that i didnt pay for them, not complaining

still at it with the beats, not so much skate, been slacking for the last two months

i work out now, it feels cool i guess

other than that not much shit, im on vacation now so thats tight

mr robot is a great show

skam too

listening to stay together off of in search of as i type this, nice album

im 18, i should be doing more shit

so many dudes doing big shit and they only 18-19-20-21 (17) in chigga's case but anyways

i feel like i gotta do more, im slacking

finna get it together though

baby doll is playing rn, they used the same drum kits throughout most of the songs. - note to self

ay ay ay ay ay git git trrra

ayy havent been on this shit since like forever and AINT SHIT HAPPEN

on the low i really dont feel like writing but i still am so idek

this new gambino shit fire, i really wanna work with him i am going to 

hes fucking killing Zombies as we speak wtf, he goes so crazy omg

aint recorded shit yet, i listen to too much mumble autotune soundcloud shit atm

like i listen to all the artists i used to listen to before i got into the carti d savage dexter type shit, but rn a bunch more cause idk why fuck u

WAY...

too much shit on my mind right now, summer break, at my pops, he's sleeping loud as fuck, he's chill i guess, same old
got a watch for my birthday, acc got it before but still.. wanted one cause i was tired of my old ass beaded bracelet, and i can't afford a nice watch so that was cool

mother bear threw a surprise party thing for me before i left, that was cool, most of the peers from my class were there and my day 1, Dj

These two days were pretty cool, im talking yesterday and today
Showed dad my beats, he's with it when it comes to music and harmonies and all that and he fucked with my shit, im surprised
actually no im not, i worked hard for the shit that ive made so idc if they're shit or not i love the fuck out of every single one of them
i make them for myself, it keeps me sane and healthy, I hate when i have to post a public song cause then i feel like i have to advertise it in someway
I want to just release shit no preparing, and i do that but still i feel like telling to people to go listen to my stuff and i dont really like that
I actually have like 4 fans now, or like 6-7 i think, like there are actual people who dont know me but take time out of their life to view comment on my shit and what not
Its so tight to me
Its so cold in this fucking room what the fuck

Atill not 18 yet, not looking forward to it still, i wish i had started making shit earlier
Cant complain tho, im almost at a level where i can make reality what i think of in matter of sounds
I hate sampling, even though i samples some songs which came out great, i still hate it
I sampled this italian bitch singing, pretty cool; the track is not getting put out but i still did that shit for myself.

I sent 3 beats to 3 different rappers, only 1 personal connection out of all of them, but i don't care, as long as i get the feeling of business its good.
It's 1st free 2nd payed, even though that might be a bad technique, idc, its what i want to do right now

Writing way too much already but i had to just get some shit off my chest, alright

Soon i'll be seeing my old friends, not sure if im excited enough, i should be more excited
I'm excited to see a.pot and eddy anda few others but those to are really the ones i wann talk to befoe i leave

IMPOWTANT:
Always hang out with People tHat make you feel good and energetic and beautiful and nice and happy do noT force relationships cause i did and its shitty. - Important shit done.

In other news Q's album is out i think, IM GONNA EITHER PRODUCE OR COLLABORATE OR BOTH WITH scHoolboy Q AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE U WATCH

hooptie

beaucoup

What the fuck is good internet?
It's been over a month since I posted anything, again..

I'm starting to notice that my life isn't that exciting as I thought haha
nah, it's cool

summer break is almost here, finna be 18 in a bit, it's so fucking weird.

Like, whenever I think about becoming 18, I think about the fact that I'm gonna get my drivers license and be able to drive and all that, but at the same time I gotta be on top of all these other things.

I'm probably overthinking the shit out of all this, it's probably gonna be whatever in the end. Still, I can't help but the think wtf I'm gonna do. 

If I think about what I wanna do for the rest of my life, music comes in mind. I can't shake the thought of being a musician, having my own concerts, performing, being in the studio making beats and recording..

I can't see myself being a doctor or a lawyer..

Maybe it's a temporary thing, who knows? Maybe next year I'll wanna be a dentist or something, idk.

Again, I'm just rambling, but so do about 80% of the people on here so it's cool I guess. 

Fuck, I lost my train of thoughts..

- page switch - 

Ok so I was at this party like two weeks ago and let's say I drank a whole lot, to the point of no return. 

To keep it short, cause I don't wanna elaborate too much you feel me, my mom had to come pick me up and I was all fucked up and shit. 

This moment goes down as the cringiest/fucked moment of my life until now. Or actually, it's number 2, there's something else that's number 1 but I'ma go ahead and keep that to myself

for now. 

Alright so whoever is reading this shit have a cool day/night, follow your dreams, doesn't matter how obnoxious or stupid (or genius for that matter) they are. Just try and follow through with something you love and see where the fuck it takes you.
^i should follow my own advice tbh

oh

Maan, I really have nothing to talk about, I was thinking of posting some pictures that i took these days, just take pictures of what i do and what not
I'll do that when i am actually doing something fun and not just sit around doing nothing. I'll see how this goes.

yes

~ Note to self ~

it's lit rn.