attention

I just read this thing about people writing things for attention and it made me realise how much i hate them, so i'm just gonna rant like a bitchy teenage girl for a couple of minutes and shit. aight
so first off fuck anybody who posts shit like..'like this whatever-whatever and i'll make a video of saying how i feel about you'' - also fuck challenges, never did one never gon do one fuck that.
we do not care my man, chill out with it.
AND POINTLESS ASS STATUSES OUT OF NOWHERE..
LIKE BRO GET A FUCKING TWITTER IF YOU'RE INTO THAT SHIT, THAT SHOULD BE YOUR SPOT. YOU MIGHT GET A FEW CRINGY ASS MF'ERS LIKE YOU TO FAVORITE THAT SHIT. THEN YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND BE CRINGY TOGETHER, TO MAKE YOU FEEL ACCEPTED. THAT'S WHAT MAKES YOU POST THOSE WACK STATUSES IN THE FIRST PLACE RIGHT? bitch


ALSO FUCK PUTTING ' MARGINS ON YOUR INSTAGRAM PICTURES TO MAKE SPACE IN BETWEEN'EM CAUSE IT LOOKS COOL' EITHER DO IT TO THE FULLEST OR DON'T, FOREAL. ALSO YOU NOT CUTER CAUSE YOU CUT SOME OF THE WIDENESS OF THE PIC YOU AIN'T CUTTING OUT YO BODY YOU STILL A FAT BITCH. - AN OLDER FRIEND OF MINE MADE ME HATE THAT SHIT. SHE HAD ME DO IT ONCE AND TRIED TO GET ME INTO THAT SHIT, BUT I SAID NAH.
BTW I DIG SOME GIRLS THAT ARE ON THE BIGGER SIDE TBH BUT LIKE I DON'T CARE BE PROUD ABOUT THAT SHIT OR LOSE WEIGHT, TRAIN, SOMETHING. IT'S NOT THAT HARD.
(unless you have a disease, then do not take what i said in consideration. you should still try doing something about it tho:)

SO STOP DOING SHIT EVERYBODY ELSE DOING, FIRST OFF YOU ARE NOT CUTE STOP AND 2ND OFF YOU'RE CRINGY AF FUCK U. BE A PORNSTAR IF YOU WANT ATTENTION OR DO SOMETHING MEANINGFUL.
not talking only about girls either, men out herestraight up looking thirsty and mad at the same time, like how bro? y'all gotta chill the fuck out freal.

alright now i'ma go head and listen to some lil herb with my ignorant ass.





- BTW SOME CLOTHES ARE GONNA COME SOON JUST GOTTA FIND THE RIGHT ERRTHANG FEEL ME?

brazy

ayye cuh i made this beat and it's braazy af on crip
finna get shot for saying that but the beat tight

coming together

haven't been on this for a while, but i feel like i'm getting my act together. slowly, but i am. i started actually reading the material that we are supposed to read. i guess it's homework, i usually never did my homework like that, only if it was very important, they i would do something, but now i've been doing it for 3 days straight. idgaf what you think to me it's progress. i usually don't need to read whatever they give us cause i can talk my way out of anything they ask me so it's usually quiet for homework as far as i'm concerned..or it was i guess.

the best thing about it is that i didn't even plan it. i just kinda started doing a spanish translation thing once and then i thought 'why don't i try to do everything that i have to do for tomorrow and see what happens'. shit felt good tbh. i wasn't insecure and it felt pretty tight i can't lie.
although i do my homework now(really want to see how long i can keep up and shit) it's still my last priority. i've been doing the shit at 11-2am  for the past 3 days. it's cool though i'm used to not getting much sleep.
-side note-
i feel like i evolved with my beats. i learned to mix a bit better now and i feel confident about the way i lay drums and chords. i kinda trained myself to not doubt something if i feel like it sounds good. actually, i didn't train myself. it really just naturally came, its tight.
-side note 2-

i want to buy a sony handycam and film some shit, maybe make music videos for some of my favorite songs, just cause. i found this really cool place that would make for a sick shot. anyway, i gotta finish my assignment now haha, feels weird writing that.
aye i still don't fuck with school but i have an interest and some goals and to achieve one of those goals i need to go through with it so it's what keeps me motivated and makes all this shit worth it, in a way.
i can almost treflip now too, got the scoop and the pop down, just need to polish that landing and im good.

new year

so its 2016 and people are still ignorant as always. i guess that will never go away.
-page switch-
i was at this bomb ass new years eve party and shit, got drunk, got a lil hoochie mamma pregnant, and ended up sleeping outside my house on a patio chair thing in the so called garage thing, because i couldn't get the fucking door open. it was tight tho; felt like a movie scene or some shit. my mom woke me up at about 5 am cause she was supposed to go to work...that shit was so awkward. i acted all tired and just got inside and in the bed. haven't talked for two days almost. only the basic talk haha. just yesterday we kinda forgot about it and started acting cool around each other again.
oh i had to go to work at 9 am that morning but i woke up at around 11am and had to go through that panicky annoying phase when you wake up late for something. i went anyways and kinda did my thing. there were two of us thank god and he kinda did the most, i just walked around the kitchen, and shit. good times

smh

real talk if you act cool with a friend of yours when no other dudes are around, but when there are you kinda ditch them because of whatever reason you got, keep in mind that your friend will curve you, cause you're a bitch.
 - i was a bitch at some point cause i did this once but it was in like 6-7th grade when dudes were supposed to do that shit, but like why tf do you still do that like you're not that important, chill