beaucoup

What the fuck is good internet?
It's been over a month since I posted anything, again..

I'm starting to notice that my life isn't that exciting as I thought haha
nah, it's cool

summer break is almost here, finna be 18 in a bit, it's so fucking weird.

Like, whenever I think about becoming 18, I think about the fact that I'm gonna get my drivers license and be able to drive and all that, but at the same time I gotta be on top of all these other things.

I'm probably overthinking the shit out of all this, it's probably gonna be whatever in the end. Still, I can't help but the think wtf I'm gonna do. 

If I think about what I wanna do for the rest of my life, music comes in mind. I can't shake the thought of being a musician, having my own concerts, performing, being in the studio making beats and recording..

I can't see myself being a doctor or a lawyer..

Maybe it's a temporary thing, who knows? Maybe next year I'll wanna be a dentist or something, idk.

Again, I'm just rambling, but so do about 80% of the people on here so it's cool I guess. 

Fuck, I lost my train of thoughts..

- page switch - 

Ok so I was at this party like two weeks ago and let's say I drank a whole lot, to the point of no return. 

To keep it short, cause I don't wanna elaborate too much you feel me, my mom had to come pick me up and I was all fucked up and shit. 

This moment goes down as the cringiest/fucked moment of my life until now. Or actually, it's number 2, there's something else that's number 1 but I'ma go ahead and keep that to myself

for now. 

Alright so whoever is reading this shit have a cool day/night, follow your dreams, doesn't matter how obnoxious or stupid (or genius for that matter) they are. Just try and follow through with something you love and see where the fuck it takes you.
^i should follow my own advice tbh