WAY...

too much shit on my mind right now, summer break, at my pops, he's sleeping loud as fuck, he's chill i guess, same old
got a watch for my birthday, acc got it before but still.. wanted one cause i was tired of my old ass beaded bracelet, and i can't afford a nice watch so that was cool

mother bear threw a surprise party thing for me before i left, that was cool, most of the peers from my class were there and my day 1, Dj

These two days were pretty cool, im talking yesterday and today
Showed dad my beats, he's with it when it comes to music and harmonies and all that and he fucked with my shit, im surprised
actually no im not, i worked hard for the shit that ive made so idc if they're shit or not i love the fuck out of every single one of them
i make them for myself, it keeps me sane and healthy, I hate when i have to post a public song cause then i feel like i have to advertise it in someway
I want to just release shit no preparing, and i do that but still i feel like telling to people to go listen to my stuff and i dont really like that
I actually have like 4 fans now, or like 6-7 i think, like there are actual people who dont know me but take time out of their life to view comment on my shit and what not
Its so tight to me
Its so cold in this fucking room what the fuck

Atill not 18 yet, not looking forward to it still, i wish i had started making shit earlier
Cant complain tho, im almost at a level where i can make reality what i think of in matter of sounds
I hate sampling, even though i samples some songs which came out great, i still hate it
I sampled this italian bitch singing, pretty cool; the track is not getting put out but i still did that shit for myself.

I sent 3 beats to 3 different rappers, only 1 personal connection out of all of them, but i don't care, as long as i get the feeling of business its good.
It's 1st free 2nd payed, even though that might be a bad technique, idc, its what i want to do right now

Writing way too much already but i had to just get some shit off my chest, alright

Soon i'll be seeing my old friends, not sure if im excited enough, i should be more excited
I'm excited to see a.pot and eddy anda few others but those to are really the ones i wann talk to befoe i leave

IMPOWTANT:
Always hang out with People tHat make you feel good and energetic and beautiful and nice and happy do noT force relationships cause i did and its shitty. - Important shit done.

In other news Q's album is out i think, IM GONNA EITHER PRODUCE OR COLLABORATE OR BOTH WITH scHoolboy Q AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE U WATCH

hooptie

beaucoup

What the fuck is good internet?
It's been over a month since I posted anything, again..

I'm starting to notice that my life isn't that exciting as I thought haha
nah, it's cool

summer break is almost here, finna be 18 in a bit, it's so fucking weird.

Like, whenever I think about becoming 18, I think about the fact that I'm gonna get my drivers license and be able to drive and all that, but at the same time I gotta be on top of all these other things.

I'm probably overthinking the shit out of all this, it's probably gonna be whatever in the end. Still, I can't help but the think wtf I'm gonna do. 

If I think about what I wanna do for the rest of my life, music comes in mind. I can't shake the thought of being a musician, having my own concerts, performing, being in the studio making beats and recording..

I can't see myself being a doctor or a lawyer..

Maybe it's a temporary thing, who knows? Maybe next year I'll wanna be a dentist or something, idk.

Again, I'm just rambling, but so do about 80% of the people on here so it's cool I guess. 

Fuck, I lost my train of thoughts..

- page switch - 

Ok so I was at this party like two weeks ago and let's say I drank a whole lot, to the point of no return. 

To keep it short, cause I don't wanna elaborate too much you feel me, my mom had to come pick me up and I was all fucked up and shit. 

This moment goes down as the cringiest/fucked moment of my life until now. Or actually, it's number 2, there's something else that's number 1 but I'ma go ahead and keep that to myself

for now. 

Alright so whoever is reading this shit have a cool day/night, follow your dreams, doesn't matter how obnoxious or stupid (or genius for that matter) they are. Just try and follow through with something you love and see where the fuck it takes you.
^i should follow my own advice tbh

oh

Maan, I really have nothing to talk about, I was thinking of posting some pictures that i took these days, just take pictures of what i do and what not
I'll do that when i am actually doing something fun and not just sit around doing nothing. I'll see how this goes.

yes

~ Note to self ~

it's lit rn.

beat

got my 2nd beat placement yesterday and started skating again, can still kickflip and got the tre down
this week was lowkey kinda cool, didn't really do much but it was cool nonetheless.

also i recorded something to a beat i found. It's this song called Nicotine. probably coming soon. probably not. you'll see when u see it

Broaden up

You have to broaden up your horizon. There is so much cool shit out there that we sleep on it's uncanny.
I just heard some old balkan music and shit. you know the amount of samples i got out of it?
Actually not that many, but i got some really good ones.
I went to sleep at around 7 am today. I read something about going crazy if you don't sleep for 2-3 days. Tbh i was not myself at 7 am. I was mumbling to myself, just being a zombie. But, i made 2 beats and found some drum packs.
I also received feedback from one of my favorite rappers for reproducing an unreleased track of his. Blessed me with a little gift for making it. So in the end it was tight.

weeknd

Yo The Weeknd gets bitches on the lo lo. Same for Bryson Tiller, Tory Lanez and PND. They keep it lowkey as shit but they get bitches like crazy. I know Weeknd got a girl but still the man gets bitches foreal.
I feel like all these new dudes kinda sing like Trey Songz with the flow of Drake. - quote me on that
Like the shit tight, but you can hear the shit Trey would sing, and the triolet flow that Drake uses when he's bored. I ain't tryna hate cause i bump their shit heavy, but i'm just stating my ignorant opinion.
- other news -
been at a chill party today, like i didn't have to talk to people i didn't like + i met this cool girl and shit.
S for supreme or sum else ~ if you knowz you knowz. keep it on the lowz.